My heart is torn and wounded....
I thought finally I had found her and she was the one after searching for so long.
I had fallen for her after the second night out. I wanted to kiss her and feel her touch. Then she shares with me that she feels a connection with me on a friendship level but does not seeing things going any farther between us because I am married...There would be no balance in our relationship because she is single and I am involved.
It makes sense to me and understand just does not make it any easier...
Can I just be friends? I want too but knowing my feelings for her its hard.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Torn and wounded
Posted by Selene at 12:28 PM 0 comments
Labels: breaking up, wounded
Friday, November 6, 2009
breaking up
why is breaking up so hard to do when you were never ever seeing each other?
Posted by Selene at 6:51 PM 2 comments
Monday, September 28, 2009
random thoughts
friend
girl
girl friend
lover
Desire.
Passion.
Lust.
Craving.
Hunger.
Thoughts of her fill my mind that I can think of nothing else.
To feel her presence, the warmth of her touch, the passion of her kiss.
Tie me up
smack me
bite me
eat me
suck me
fuck me
grind me
love me
hate me
taste me
hold me
I am yours take me.
Posted by Selene at 12:01 PM 0 comments
Labels: random thoughts
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Come on womyn!
I could fucking scream right now! What the fuck is going on? Why am I only getting responses from womyn who are either this is their first expereince as well or I don't want my husband to know shit!!!!!
Womyn Womyn
Hello
I am looking for someone who is expereinced and is either single or their husbands don't care if they are with a womyn. I don't need or want this drama! Do not want any sneeking around, no way! Do not want to have to deal with someone elses childish games while being together. I want to be with a womyn.
I want a girlfriend to spend my "free" time with....
Posted by Selene at 7:30 PM 0 comments
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Looking for my own girlfriend....
The past 2 years has been a huge transformation for me with so much growth and self discovery, especially in my sexuality! So what does this have to do with me posting here on my blog? Well lots.
I am 36, happily married with 2 children yet I want something more in/with my life. I am looking for friendship and companionship with another womyn. Am wanting a girlfriend... 
I am very Bi-curious and am wanting to feel to touch of another womyn. To be able to connect on a level that is not possible with a man. My husband knows all about what I am wanting and looking for and is fine with it. This is for me and he will not be involved in any way. Looking for friendship first and let it grow from there. This is not some casual thing for me.
Some about me: I am a lover of nature! Love living in the mountains! I love hiking, gardening, camping and going for walks. I enjoy festivals, hoola hooping, drumming, belly dancing and yoga. I believe and practice a holistice approach to life and health. I work with herbs, flower essences, etc... An animal lover. I love food especially chocolate! ( what womyn doesn't!) Do not like to cook though. Love to read. Enjoy watching movies. Snuggling on the couch or walking around downtown. My spirituality is very important to me, all I ask is that you be open-minded. I do not smoke and ask that you do not. I drink on very rare occasions and am fine if you drink just not heavily. I am drug and disease free, I ask that you be the same.

I would like to find a womyn who has experince in this. Who has patience, is kind, caring and understanding. Has similar interest but are your own person. Grounded. Centered in your own spirituality with an open mind and heart of anothers beliefs.
I am 36 yrs young, brown hair (mid back), blue-green eyes, 5 ft 2 in and average weight. I have the curves of a womyn yet am not overweight. I am looking for someone similar in proportion.
Please send photos of yourself in your reply AND include "Connecting with womynkind" in your title or I will consider it spam and delete.
Posted by Selene at 7:54 PM 0 comments
Labels: desire, girlfriend, s e x, sexuality, Womyn
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Looking and Waiting
Finding things to keep myself busy.
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Checking e-mail seems on the hour.
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Holding my breathe while waiting to read her words.
Posted by Selene at 3:23 PM 0 comments
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
I Wanna....
I am feeling it....
Posted by Selene at 4:57 PM 0 comments
Labels: Girls, I wanna..., kissed
